Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Week 34: Italian Roller Coaster Ride

Ciao famigila!

So this week kind of blew up in our faces. We had really great goals and plans, we had appointments set up and we did everything we could to confirm them and make them happen, but we didn't teach a single investigator lesson. Literally all zeroes every day. And we only had 4 member appointments, even though we called every single phone number in our phone, as well as a bunch off of the ward list. One of them was with Barbara, who is just an angel. She has only been a member for seven years, but she told us we could come over so we booked it to her. Ad then we were sharing a spiritual thought from the Liahona about who without adversity, a butterfly wouldn't ever develop the strength to fly. Inside that cocoon it is dark and it is hard to break our of, but the opposition is necessary for him to be able to reach his potential. We didn't realize that it was more for us that for them, so we both broke down crying and she told us that we can come over whenever we have a hard day, and that she will come out to  sort of back us up when we are finding and no one seems to be listening. God bless Sorella Bartolucci!!!

We also feel like there are some really big things about to happen here, plus President said in his email this week that the work on the temple is about to finally get GOING, so we are facing a lot of opposition at the moment. We are trying to make sure we don't get discouraged, and we find ways every day to keep laughing so that we don't get too stressed out.

Marco and Noemi are super-progressing to their bap date of March 7th. They came to the ward activity even though we weren't able to see them this week, so that was awesome. We have gotten really close with them in the last few weeks since they started coming to church for all three hours, its been really cool to watch them progress and learn. And the ward is going a good job of absorbing them in and doing things with them.

All in all it was an overwhelming roller coaster week, but I know that I am still supposed to be here. I am not perfect, but there are people here that the Lord needs me to find. I received a blessing yesterday, just for comfort, and one of the things I was told is that there are people here for me to find. So that strengthens my commitment to talk to everyone, so that I am sure to find whoever I am here to find! We did a lot of finding this week and got 6 or seven phone numbers (which is almost equal to the number of cancelled appointments and bidones we received...) so there are people to follow up with. I am excited for things to go better this week, and even if they don't I know I can survive, because I made it through a week like this once already. It is such a blessing to have a perspective like that when everything falls through, because it helps me to remember that if I am doing all  I can to make good goals and plans, and then follow through, that I am doing all I can do and the fruits of our labors are sometimes invisible for a while.

Thanks as always for the prayers and love! I know that your thoughts and prayers have really helped get me through this week, and I am so grateful every day for all the support I receive from the people I love! I hope you know that I pray for all of you every day by name, and I am so grateful for all the wonderful family that the Lord has blessed me with.

Have a great week!

Love,
Sorella Decker

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